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There's like 3043084987247 pictures.. DON'T really feel like uploading XD

I got this new belt sexy, ya
I hope everyone is doing gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood and having a good year^^

LOVE FLO =]

Ah ! Man I haven't posted since August 17 !
someone removed me from their friend's list on here D;

I've started school ! It's different. Way different than my old, sheltered little private school hahaha. I feel like it's kind of hard to make many new friends since I'm new and everyone came from the middle school and knows each other already. But it's pretty alright and I can get around this too big of a high school pretty well XD
Man I've totally been pushing myself out of the LJ world... let's see.. catching up:

First couple of weeks of school:
I've just been adjusting and preparing for school lol. My buddy Cheyenne lives here at the apartments lol~ her step-dad is a d*ck though :( she's only allowed outside until FREAKING 8:00 !! She has like no social life because they're scared that she'll do something as bad as she did in the past... sucks T__T

Homecoming was on Friday !~ We just went to the game and then went cosmic bowling in Springfield ! :D (Cheyenne couldn't  go >__>)

Jaysen came over... he's a fag.. never .. again.. I've been avoiding him -__- he trashed my room and my makeup.


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lol. my nerdy little preppy group.
it was so much fun <3

oh and I recently got this shirt www.hottopic.com/hottopic/WhatsNew/Apparel/south-park-vampires-are-so-lame-t-shirt-270742.jsp
it actually attracted a lot of attention ! XD who knew, right?

Anyways, I hope you all are doing well and enjoying the new year back ~!

lol I got the urge to share this.



heh.. anyone see the resemblance? LOL my dad's strong white guy/mediterranean genes altered me..

well this was kind of random XD i dunno!

I'm watching this show about Hurricane Katrina.. how horrible! I guess I was too young and didn't really watch a lot of the news to discover this GREAT amount of misfortune..

My mom said she doesn't like to eat crabs from some Asian markets because they are from Louisiana and the crabs feed off of the dead bodies. I googled it. Yes, I Googled it. I got this:
cryptome.quintessenz.at/mirror/katdead-01/katrina-dead-01.htm

*warning: contains 100s of pictures of dead bodies. I never knew. I don't know about you, though.
Also something I've noticed, the News coverage people get there before the help does.

I attended the Orientation today. It was gay. Mainly because I didn't know ANYONE and my whole group consisted of really shy, fat, quiet, awkward, stupid kids. Like, I may sound very harsh, but trust me you would understand if you were there. See, in Ozark most people come from the junior high and all go the same school. In STL, everyone comes from all different school and goes to all different ones. So there I was, standing there all alone, waiting for my mom to come. I have all my classes memorized and I don' think getting around will be a problem. The only class I am worried about is Speech and Debate. Don't ask why I picked that. It's going to be full of really nice, outgoing, sociable kids. And with my luck, I'm not going to work well -___- I have been told by many people that I would be good at Debate. I did do speech in 6-7th grade. That seems young, but I always got first place.

Wow now I just feel like a jackass -____________- I  really I ain't got much to flaunt XD

Everyone tells me that I need to get involved. Over the years I have tried basketball and softball. From what it's like in school I know how horrible I am at everything else. It's horrible. Worst memories of my life. So I'll just join clubs or whatever. I'm so glad I'm black home for a few days. We'll be going back on the 18th to bring more things. (like the computer, yes!!) I was so bored I decided to take pictures of my sad little 'outfits' for a week :D No computer for a week.. so many of you people post and there's too many to read D: !!!!

    I got a new phone~ LG Vu lolz.
The only person I thought would understand was the HUGE minority black guy that the stupid white chicks were trying to flirt with -__-
I made a friend at the pool though! His name is Kyle. He's pretty cool. I didn't get to talk to him much.. he was swimming and I wasn't lol ~ so I'll see, and I'll try to update on how I'm surviving life in Ozark..

As I was telling my EPIC story about my bike ride that paralyzed my legs to my dad, all he did was stare AT my eyes. Then he interrupted me and told me how ugly that they look and how I won't have any friends in high school. He told me that he didn't want me to end up like Shelby. (my old neighbor that disappears for 4 days, is a ho, hangs out with thug black guys, and has the cops come to the house and question her.) WHAT THE HELL? HOW WOULD I END UP LIKE HER I DON'T EVEN LIKE TO WEAR LOW-CUTS. They said that on the first day I can't wear my cat-eye tails.

Then my mom continued to freak me out by saying that I could go blind. And then due to my curiosity I had to Google it, and find this:
"It can over time cause damage to the eye based on the ingredients in your eyeliner. The ingredients seep into your eye, which is much more permeable than the skin, and those chemicals can possibly cause blindness. It's a foreign substance being sucked into your eye.
It can also cause infections, and multiple infections could cause a lot of potential eye damage.

I'd much rather go without liner on the waterline (which is good as it requires a lot of touch ups and makes the eyes appear smaller) than risk any potential eye damage.

Hypoallergenic does not mean safer.
It contains the same chemicals, just ones that are less likely to irritate the skin. It's still a foreign substance going into your eye. It can mess with your tear ducts as well. You may not realize it, but when the liner begins to disappear during the day, where do you think it goes?"

O_O!!!!!

My "party" lol :D With my 3 good pals: Sydney, Nga, and Leah.

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I wish my eyelashes wouldn't clump together like that !~ D: DOES ANYONE KNOW A SOLUTION?!
Friends are good, life is pretty alright, diet....not so good! HEHE I've been addicted to those Snyders Pretzel Pieces!! The Hot Buffalo Wing kind O__O

Sorry I haven't been posting or commenting, I've just been so busy with moving and spending time with friends.. NO RELAXING TIME *WAAAAA* I have about 5 friends I want to spend time with, (also my mom & dad but I get to see them all the time? LOL)

Sunday
I went up to the Innsbrooke Resort (google if you wish) with Sydney

Monday-Wednesday
Innsbrooke, We went to the pool and the water was FREEZING so Igot hives WAAAA. And then on Tuesday we went to the Chinese Buffet and I was eating, fine, getting a bit full, and then my last bite completely filled me up. I started to get nauseous so I went to the restroom. I was POSITIVE I was going to throw up. I was even putting my hair back. I tried to like clear my throat or burp but all my spit was coming up to my mouth it was horrible T__T; And the I put my head between my knees and took deep breaths and within about 5 minutes I got better. I went outside to get some fresh air, and I was all fine.

EMBAAAARRRAAAASSSSIIIINNNNGGGGG I felt like such a fake!!!!! But it was the worst nasea-wave I've ever had from a meal. So I got back yesterday, ahh finally relaxation time. Then mother nature hits me with a bombshell -_____- so my friend Lindsay was like "wanna go on a float trip on friday w/ my family?" Well I had to cancel because 1.) bombshell. 2.) my old neighbors, my age btw, are coming over with their dad to check out our carpets and maybe replace them. So then, my friend Leah calls and asks if I want to come over on Friday night, I said I dunno because my neighbors, but sure! I figured I'd just leave late.

AND THEN, Lindasy asks if on Saturday night, if we can camp out in my backyard. And then she asks if I won't mind if she sneaks out for half an hour to see her boyfriend and she said she will make sure I'm asleep. -______-. I said, only if you'll help me wih the tent!! Because last time she just LEFT and I had to put it away all by myself and I got yelled at by my mom and it wasn't worth it. So then, what does she say?

"Your being a bitch to me right now.... I'm not going to text you until your mood swings go away...."

OH MY GOD DO YOU EVEN KNOW HOW MUCH STUFF IS GOING ON RIGHT NOW?! I THINK I'M BEING PRETTY ALRIGHT FOR ALL THAT IS GOING ON RIGHT NOW. Sorry for that little melo-dramatic outbreak right there.

Oh, I forgot to mention, my asian gang wants to have a going away party for me. Yay? I'll feel like an asshole.. I don't know why LOL but I just will. I have kind of an asshole personality sometimes. I don't know why people like me XD I'm an asshole,

i've had the stupid freaking little diamonds in my ears for like 9 weeks now. i didn't know it would be so hard to take them out!!! so i pulled really hard and they just popped right out. except my ear was irritated from trying so it started bleeding. and then i couldn't get the stud back in.

*note: never buy "butterfly" back earrings

so I went to sleep without one earring, and now my ear is scabbed and it will hurt like a bitch to get it back. i DO have these tiny little real gold rings, but I don't know how my ears are going to react to them! :( omg FUCK YOU CLAIRES.

lol I love saying that because she gets mad XD

Pictures from when Sydney & I went to the mall and also from when Nga, Katie and I went to Our Lady of the Snows for Teen Ministry (DRAG) heh.. anyways hope ya enjoy! :P

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IT'S SO WRONG :(
TOO SOON

Hello! random mood for posting lol... even though I don't really have anything special to talk about... hehe
My eyes are bloodshot D: probably from staring into the computer and phone and not getting enough sleep lol

I went to the mall with Sydney yesterday and I bought:

Red Hot Chili Peppers: Californiacation :D

and purple shorts! which my mom thought were to short so we went back today and exchanged it for:

lol just paid like 11 cents more XD

Oh geez so like, last night when we were at the mall we went to Slackers to buy my CD and this group of "skater-goth-grunge" looking guys walk in so I go, "Well there's something you don't see everyday.." and Sydney's like "What?" and me, "A goth black guy." HE HAD A NECK SCARF THING AND SKINNY JEANS AND A HIM BELT AND IT'S LIKE 95 DEGREES OUTSIDE!!! lol so anyway she goes on to tell me about how she saw them going up the escalator and he looked back while she was looking at him haha. Then my mom called ^_^ so I answered that and continued to look for Californiacation. Then she scurries over and I think she's like "DUDE I ran into their friend black guy or whatever" I wasn't really paying attention :P sorry Sydney lol. I found the CD and went over to pay for it and then I look back and theres one of the guys--the grunge-ish cute guy with long hair XD--and he's like "that black guy over there wants to know if you're single." And Sydney's like turning red & shit LOL and she's like "um....ye..ah...??" HAHAHA

So they like followed faaarrr behind us from one end of the mall to the other until we got into borders lol. I TOLD YOU. BLACK GUYS LIKE ASIANS!!!!!!!! And also being the kind-hearted person Sydney is, she had to feel bad about like ditching/running away from the black guy lol. I'm all don't worry man; there are lots of little Chinese girls for gothic black guys.

I TOLD YOU I WAS IN A POSTING MOOD!!!!!!

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The end of the year has been so hectic; small Catholic school are the only ones that have little "graduations" for the eight grade classes.

We also had Confirmation (you know like confirming our faith that we're never going to change our religion or whatever)

St. Louis has the most Catholic schools IN THE NATION :P (thought I'd include that)
But finally... I has no grade school! :D EVER!

GRADUATION:
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I decided not to post any more pictures.. I really hate pretty much everyone except about 6 or 7 people :D
god bless~ flo

I feel that I am a pest or like a bother or something... when I talk to people I try to say the minimum but in a very nice way. And then... the conversation dies.. like they want to get out of it or something..

Recently I got my friend ------- number so I texted her:

"Hey ------- it's flo! What's up? :D"

"Hi"

yeah.. I didn't really think much of it then... but then my friend Lindsay was all "what?!" so she goes

"hey this is flo's friend lindsay what's up?"

"hey"

ok.... well she never texted me like at all! maybe it was because she was in Tennessee and couldn't really text... but she could have told me :(
when I tried to tell my other friend about this she was like "well shes coming home and probably in a car with other people. I wouldn't think much of it." so I go "well this was 3 days ago that I texted her :/ ionno man it kinda freaked me out thar.." and then she goes "oh.idk."

ok...... :( maybe I'm just paranoid. I thought about how ------- always texts her.. me and ------- have never been great friends but she's one of those innocent little girl kind of people.. I don't know if you know what I'm talking about, but it's like.. little kid humor. Like.. jokes we would laugh at when we were younger. Yeah.. she is VERY nice but I don't know if she likes me.. I never did anything to her.. huh..

and my one friend ------ that I used to be GREAT friends with all the sudden is pushing me out. I'm not the only one that she's being snobby to either..

I think this is the point in our lives where people change. They decide who they want and don't want to be friends with. Well. I'm kind of glad I'm moving to a more laid back area. I'm also glad I'm not going to a nice little private school. Mainly 'cause all the damn bitches here have "higher standards" than you and think they're better and make you feel 2 inches tall. I really dislike the St. Louis area. People here SUCK.

Recently.. I heard some of my "friends" arguing over what Catholic high school was better. They argued for 20 MINUTES STRAIGHT. ------ took offense to this one girl that said the school ------ was going to was not as good as the one she was going to. SHE DIDN'T SAY IT TO ------ FACE. So they argued and argued. Like oh my god.

I could care less what people think of what school I'm going to. I've heard way worse. It seems like they think that a public school is for stupid kids. They all go "Yeah.. well I know I can do better, and I just don't think I would be challenging myself enough!"

Oh well. I just had to get that out. Lately I have been in such an unlucky streak. It really seems like nothing is working out. Oh god. I really hope this doesn't sound like I'm feeling sorry for myself. I'm really just pissed off man!!!!!! lol.

this movie is officially fucked up.

yessss finally I got a cell phone WOOT